Pregnancy is such a complicate thing, at least with me anyway. I am about 15 weeks pregnant and I have to say that there are times when I just want to quit and run away. I can't though. I am not a quiter, I said to myself seldom. Though I now lay and sit at home all day with Jaynann, can't drive or lift heavy things. I am certainly annoyed with myself. Time is hard, I have to say. But I am still proud to carry this baby. I am very fortunate to be able to be a mother. I love it every single minute. Now I am not able to fly home to visit my family. It makes me sad since I miss home so much. It is okay however, we can try later next year after the baby is born and well.
My 13 months little chick
I'd like to say that she is now my little chick. She is full of energy--she runs and play all day. I bet she hates having to take naps and go night night since the world is full of things to explore. She starts to look pretty like a little girl, no longer a baby. She talks and copies me a lot. She likes to dance and move along with the music. She also loves to read a lot. Giving kisses (Kusses) to her Easter doll is one of the funny things she does. Sometimes, Ed and I get lucky, she'd kiss us on the lips. She slips her tough in there, too. It is funny and yucky at the same time. Now she has about 11 teeths. I bet it bother her a bit when she bites. She walks really well on her own. At night, she starts to sleep though the night and gets up around 6 or 7 am to see dad leaves to work. Jaynann finally put smiles on her daddy face because she cries when he leaves to work. At the same time, it is sad to see him gone all the time. He also plays with her a lot more. They blows at each other faces, funny to watch. Today she gave me cunning eyes. It is cute!
